Yes to my very sad title, my favorite one went overseas again. He left for bkk today with his friends for holidays, so i’ve the whole weekend to myself. Happy note, cos i’ll be meeting the s3 clique tmr night for steamboat some reunion after god knows how long have we all seen each other. I’m quite excited i must say, everyone has changed so much! But of course sadly, i miss the one even more miles away! Thank god its only 4 days heh. But looking forward for him to be back, because there’ll be presents! YAY I KNOW YOU WILL READ THIS. So thank you, am looking forward to my requested buys if you can find :) 

Met my bestie today after so long since he’s really so bz with army, and weekends are spent with his gf. So we had Udders for brunch and had a really really awesome h2ht. Not many people can uds me, and not many can withstand all my constant whining. So thumbs up to those who actually bothers to listen to all my ranting all the time (you know who you are, needless to be named). I’m extremely thankful for Morgan who actually stood by me for many many years, went through my depression moments, my happy moments, literally watch me grow up thru the past 6 years. 

Oh & we were at the topic about r/s, love etc. He said something which i thought was really true. He said “love isn’t but the usual ilys, hugs and kisses, cuddling, seeing each other every single minute etc. Love is loving your partner for his bad points.” That instantly cleared my clouded thoughts, and i must say i agree with it. The hardest part about loving someone is loving the person for who he is, loving his ugly and bad points/character, but not what he is. 

That aside, school’s out! Got a paper to sit for tmr, and then the finals in about 2 weeks, then its holidays for over a month. I can’t wait!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh you’re the best cos only you can hear me rant on and on about all my quarter life miseries, and how insecure i feel about myself, and how horrible i feel during this time of the month. I swear i really hate it when i go through pms, it really sucks to feel so jaded. Thank you bbg for hearing me out, i love you very much. I know my mood swings can be quite extreme at times, but you should know, you’re a girl, its uncontrollable :’(